Saturday, April 19, 2008
I hate them, i hate them, i hate my parents.esp my mum.
Why can't they just let me go out today?
It is perseus's birthday outing.
why my sister can go out every sat while i can't?
she told u she is going to do project and u know that she is lying and yet u still let her go out.
and when i tell u the truth that i'm going out with my friends then u dun let me go.
what u wan me to do?lie to you everytime i wan to go out?
this is just so unfair.
Dun give stupid reasons like
1)it rained in the morning,the floor will be slippery thus i should not go beach and cycle.for goddness sake like what u said,it is in the morning,not now!from wad i see, it is so bright and sunny and not like i will fall down so easily just because the floor is wet.
2)i should not waste my time and should go study instead.what crap.i dun think spending time with my squad is a waste of time and moreover my exams or whatever test is already all over le.
3)she let me went cycling 3 weeks ago at ECP and play badminton twice in the last two week,so she not letting me go out today.Wth la,this is totally different isssue.that one was with HIONG.and that is so not enough.my friends can like go out anytime and anywhere they wan la.
So fine..i gave her another option.I ask her to let me out to go eat with my squad and i will be back by 3pm without going to the beach and cycling.JUST lunch only. but she still dun let.
i have like never ask for anything much from you before, u rather lock me up in the house and let me sit there and stone then let me go out.
and for the past few days i been behaving so well and doing everything u have ask me to do, hoping that you will let me go out but only when i wake up today and u say u dun let me go.
you should have told me earlier right?then i won't be like a stupid fool doing everthing u asked in return i got a simply 'no'.
i begged,i cried,i took a step back and even show u my good chem results but u still won't let me go.i got a feeling that u even love our pet dog more than u love me.
i tell u wad mum and dad for siding my mum.you all will regret for wad u all didi today.for u have hurt and lost that good daughter of urs.i won't tell u the truth anymore,i won't be so kuai and cook dinner for the family like thrice a week,i won't bother to study hard to get good grades cause what u say is always the opposite of wad u do.'what finish ur hw and get good grades and i will let u do anything u wan' is all fake.i won't listen to u anymore le.
i should feel angry right now, but i dun noe why i'm crying instead...
p.s. sorry perseus for not attending the outing today. i want but i can't.
11:21 AM
