Tuesday, November 06, 2007
ok a lot a things happen ever since the last time i updated...
-got back report book = school ends and vacation started
-need to chose stream
-my birthday
-change a new hp
-lots of np activities
-xu chang left for china...
doesn't time just slip away so fast and so many things happen and change without us realising it unless we slow down our footsteps and take a good look at it?
i will just update briefly what happens as i can't seems to remember what exactly happened on everyday...
-got back report book = school ends and vacation started
i can estimate roughly what i will get for level position even before i get back my report book.i got worst than what i expected...fine studying is just not my type..but i won't go to that extent of crying in class..what the use of crying,what is done is already done.
sometimes i seriously hate those people who did dam well and so much better than everybody but still cry in the class..i mean maybe their results did not reach their expectation but their results is like still so much better than the class and yet she is still crying.what the problem la..a lot of people who got worst than her is not crying,i dun see the reason why she should cry.
this type of person = people who like to attract attention to get the care and concern of their friends.
and also huiling dun worry we can go to the same class together next year,ok?and u noe who i talking about right?
that day is the last day of school too which means i will only see my friends next year le..however i dun noe when then i will see xu chang again le..
-need to chose stream
after much consideration i have finally make up my mind which stream to put.(excluding those compulsory subjects)
1st choice: physics, full geo, ss/lit
2nd choice: physics, full lit, ss/geo
i noe even though my lit is not very good,but because of the fact that my overall still fail history, my sis say it will be a waste of choice if i were to put full geo, ss/history as they will never let me get into a history class..
now i just hope that i get into my 1st choice and every thing will be fine..i seriously think that i won't be able to cope if i take full lit as my english is bad.and teacher and friends keep telling me not to take lit unless ur overall is A2 and above or your english foundation is very strong..but i dun have a choice even if i want to go history class i will never get in because i fail history so i can only take lit now..
haizz. hope huiling will get into the same class as me so there is at least a good friend to accompany me..i know fangwei will never get into the same class as me de..she too clever i guess she will get into a triple science class de.
sometimes i wonder why did i change so much..i use to be dam hardworking in p6 and my grades always meet my parents expectations.but now lei? is it because their is no one which i hate to act as a opponent so that i can compete with her and at the same time push myself to study harder. or is there too much distractions. or am i too lazy or something?
Actually i think ever since i change my name after PSLE from Yee Chui Herng to Carrol Yee Yu Ting i became a worst person instead of the fact that the person say after changing name will be better for me.if is not the fact that my whole family change name i won't bother changing name as i such a waste of money and time and all those misunderstanding to prepare those word documements called 'deed poll' and the problem encountered everytime i go overseas at the custom check as my passport states it belongs to YEE CHUI HERNG..haizz changing names seriously won't help me but just what the problem with myself? can't a just study harder and stop playing computer and get better grades?
to be continued... :D
6:15 PM
