Wednesday, August 01, 2007
OMG!!! i totally screwed up my chinese oral can? why must the put geography common test, maths common test, chinese test and chinese oral all on yesterday?? Geography and chinese were still ok but for maths and oral....i got a feeling that i will fail badly...:(
i was kind of unhappy yesterday,
good thing there is fang wei to cheer me up by eating KFC with me.
ok i ate one whole bar of hersey chocolate but it only helps abit...
i still remember crying when i was bathing,
so that the sound of water can cover up my voice,
and perhaps the water will wash away my sorrows.
i feel like screaming my heart out at an open sea,
to let go of all the emotions in my heart,
but i dun noe how to go to the beach...
why did u do that to me?
i still dun undersatnd..
u know i wanted ______ badly,
and yet u snatched it away.
what the use of saying sorry after that?
no amount of sorry can cover up wad u did,
for it had already become a part of history and u cannot change it.
maybe i look perfectly fine and i told u that it's ok,
but it seriouly left a great impact on me.
the more i think of it,the more i feel like crying,
I'm breaking down inside,
but i won't just suddenly just breakdown and cry,
for i dun wan anybody to see me crying,
not even my family,
so i can only cry myself till i fall asleep in the middle of the night,
when everybody is alseep,
so that no one will know what happen.
why did u do that to me?
ok that for yesterday....
as for today was a sad and lonely day...i only enjoy recess and walking home with huimin and grace because i can let out some of my emotions which can make me feel better..
i seriously hate two person now... _ _ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
try filling in the blanks and maybe your own name will fit in. haha :)
i never expect _ _ _ _ _ _ _ to still be a backstabber, go round badmouthing people....do i go round saying bad things about u? no right?only people who go round badmouthing others will think that other people will go round saying bad things about her.and think that herself is forever correct._ _ _ _ _ _ _ is such a person who bear grudges...she can even remember wad happen 1 year ago, and use that as and excuse to badmouth people.very good memory hor...
u know who u are and you ought to be glad that i never say out who u are...u should to be ashamed of urself...go ahead and spam my tagboard if u dare...and everybody will noe who you are cos everybody have a ID in their computer and i can easily checkout who you are and post it on my blog.dun blame me then.
9:35 PM
