Saturday, April 19, 2008
I hate them, i hate them, i hate my parents.esp my mum.
Why can't they just let me go out today?
It is perseus's birthday outing.
why my sister can go out every sat while i can't?
she told u she is going to do project and u know that she is lying and yet u still let her go out.
and when i tell u the truth that i'm going out with my friends then u dun let me go.
what u wan me to do?lie to you everytime i wan to go out?
this is just so unfair.
Dun give stupid reasons like
1)it rained in the morning,the floor will be slippery thus i should not go beach and cycle.for goddness sake like what u said,it is in the morning,not now!from wad i see, it is so bright and sunny and not like i will fall down so easily just because the floor is wet.
2)i should not waste my time and should go study instead.what crap.i dun think spending time with my squad is a waste of time and moreover my exams or whatever test is already all over le.
3)she let me went cycling 3 weeks ago at ECP and play badminton twice in the last two week,so she not letting me go out today.Wth la,this is totally different isssue.that one was with HIONG.and that is so not enough.my friends can like go out anytime and anywhere they wan la.
So fine..i gave her another option.I ask her to let me out to go eat with my squad and i will be back by 3pm without going to the beach and cycling.JUST lunch only. but she still dun let.
i have like never ask for anything much from you before, u rather lock me up in the house and let me sit there and stone then let me go out.
and for the past few days i been behaving so well and doing everything u have ask me to do, hoping that you will let me go out but only when i wake up today and u say u dun let me go.
you should have told me earlier right?then i won't be like a stupid fool doing everthing u asked in return i got a simply 'no'.
i begged,i cried,i took a step back and even show u my good chem results but u still won't let me go.i got a feeling that u even love our pet dog more than u love me.
i tell u wad mum and dad for siding my mum.you all will regret for wad u all didi today.for u have hurt and lost that good daughter of urs.i won't tell u the truth anymore,i won't be so kuai and cook dinner for the family like thrice a week,i won't bother to study hard to get good grades cause what u say is always the opposite of wad u do.'what finish ur hw and get good grades and i will let u do anything u wan' is all fake.i won't listen to u anymore le.
i should feel angry right now, but i dun noe why i'm crying instead...
p.s. sorry perseus for not attending the outing today. i want but i can't.
11:21 AM
Monday, March 31, 2008
ok im back to blogging since my campcraft life is gone and over :(
yea i still cannot believe we got 21st..but oh well...haiz...
anyway all the best for team 1 then,since u are the only one left to do cedar proud(:
but i still feel kind of wierd to see u all training while me and huimin eat lunch slowly in the canteen..
this week is fully packed even though there no more campcraft le.
today got tuition,
tmr got classification shoot,
Wed got HSK briefing,
Thursday got extra maths lesson,
Friday got parade and
sat got to go watch campcraft comp finals. sorry fangwei cannot eat pasta with u again this week le.yup so sorry i been pushing the date back alot of time le.
i dun like PE lessons nowadays le..cos we are doing floorball, 5 items and jogging.no more my favourite Basketball le...ok so random.i been dozing off in class recently..and i seriously dun get phyics,chem,lit and ss especially.gonna did badly for the common test on week 4. oh and today lit test was done badly...im prepared to fail le..
tmr got classification shoot. i wondered if it is a good or bad thing..gtg bb.
9:13 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Yay! U brighten up my life :) tks i enjoyed myself today :)
7:44 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
i think this is the longest time i never update..and it is now already 2008 le and school reopen le.
this year is quite different from last year as i got new classmates, new teacher, new school holding site...
yup cedar has moved and now school starts at 7.30am instead.and of course ends later too.the new holding site is okay lar, not that bad after all. and my mum finally let me join cc tem.which means i will have less free time as there training on mon, wed and fri. to make it worse i got tuition on wed night..i bet i will jus sleep in the tuition lar..and ever since school reopens, i dun have the time to blog/go online and to the things i like le.now i always sleep at 1am on weekdays to finish my hw and thus i always feel like sleeping in class...esp physics.
and i'm starting to miss 2H alrdy.esp fangwei, i'm still not used to not having her in my class.cos it is always ' when u see fangwei,u will see carrol' yup and i still dun really noe my new classmates, at least there still huiling,char,aziemah.. same class as me or else i dun noe how am i going to be in the next two years.
as for all the subjects stuffs,i am still quite confused about which colour is which subject files..i guess i need more time to settle down bah.
i got 1 gd news..i scored 14.5 out of 15 for the first trigonometry test!!! lost the 0.5 marks becos i forget to put unit!!!!argh...so angry with myself.
ok gtg le, tmr is wed got cc and tuition!! so i need to go finish all my hw now or else i will be dead tmr and thurs.bb
6:44 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
again never updated for a long long time...
yup i got my subject combinations already..
is 1P which got
phyics
chem
A maths
E maths
english
pure geo
social studies
Lit elective
moreover, it is my first choice :)
also i went to KL malaysia on 26,27,28 november too =D
it was fun overall cos the food there was yummy and the thing there were cheap
the good thing is that my hotel is quite near to the petarling street(which is known as their chinatown) where there is alot of shopping centres there so i can shop like crazy.
but the bad thing is that malaysia is not as clean as singapore and the bus ride from singapore to KL is like 6 hours long!!!
ok pictures time:)
me and lecia after rebording in malaysia =D jeanette also got rebording but i dun have her pic :)
there is something wrong with blogger...i only managed to upload 1 pic now..next time then i go upload more...gtg and cook dinner now...bb
6:02 PM
Thursday, November 15, 2007
i just realised holidays can be dam boring...i saw this quiz on my sis blog..so no harm doing
Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A 'S'- Shermin
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS-my mum
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?-ai tinq -glennis juz called.she said it's shared between only 3 of us dey get alrd.
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?-no.
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?-ew.. yuck.
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?-dun noe..
Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?-erm.. dun noe..
Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT ?-bb :P
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?-noodles
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?-carrol to lecia : **phone ringing** go call back mummy, it is ur turn to call.
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?-yea obviously
Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?-WTH is that??
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?-siao..
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?-DUH...
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?-cant rmb liao...
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING? -eating
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? -yea, mushroom
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?-yea..
Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?-ME!
Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?yea yea!!
Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?- dun noe...to me its nice
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?never.
Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?in class.
Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?never
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?nah.. no time.
Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST? huimin? wenhui?
Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?- no?
LAST1) person you saw: lecia
2) talked to on the phone:mummy
3) hugged: =X
4) person you texted:ai ting
TODAY1) date: 15 november 2007
2) plans: go jogging once a week
3) dislikes about tomorrow:nth to do
1) missing someone: yea but i'm not telling
2) mood: :)
TRUE OR FALSE
I am a morning person: false
I am a perfectionist: false
I am an only child: false
I am currently in my pajamas:true
I am online 24/7: false
I am very shy around the opposite gender: true
I can be paranoid:what paranoid?
I currently regret something that I have done:true
I enjoy talking on the phone:true to some extent
I have a lot to learn: TRUE
I have a secret: true
5 person to do this:
-fangwei
-huiling
-xu chang
-one of my squadmates??
-someone who reads my blog?
12:29 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
i'm so bored!!!公主小妹 in taiwan haven't show all yet so people only upload until epi 8..haiz..nth to do now.ok below is all the show i have watch online so far.
and many more which i cannot remeber le.
1:19 PM
continued..of the post below
-my birthday
my birthday was spent mostly in school as there was np activities(soaking of firewood and audition).yea thank you perseus for singing me a lovely birthday song:) and for my group to get in the audition which means we could perform for campfire is one of the best birthday present i received already..
everything was ok except for the fact that my dad did not celebrate my birthday with me this year..:'( this is the first time he never celebrate with me..so it is kind of sad.so i went to sleep like dam early without cutting the birthday cake since not everybody who was supposed to be there is not there.wad the use of cutting?..the cake was cut the next day which means my birthday is over already..and not everybody is present again..maybe i should learn to understand that my daddy is busy and his work definitely come first before his daughter's birthday...
-change a new hp
oh yea i change a new hp cos my LG hp is going to spoil sooner or later so better sell it away before it spoil.the new hp model is nokia 5300 express music :)
yup mine is the grey one cos i noe a lot of people use the red one and i dun like the red one cos it makes me think of national day...red and white :)i love my new phone but i need to pay back my mum bit by bit..so i need to save a lot of money from now onwards.yup that all about it :D btw my number did not change.
-lots of np activities
even though is vacation now but there lots of np activities kept popping up..there the soaking of firewood,audition,need to prepare the props and to rehearse the skit over and over again and to improve on it and lastly the Annual Camp!
i only sleep 1 hour before going to camp that night as i was busy packing at the last min cos my parents are overseas and there nobody to help me...good thing i did not fell alseep throughtout the camp:)
it was fun but it would be better if is overnight :) nevertheless it was tiring..i came home and sleep 12 hours straight after bathing :) orienteering was fun!but it ended so suddenly because of fire drill. campfire was nice too is the only time which u can seat down and relaxed after a hard day work..i hope my group skit was alright.all the group perform well esp the lulu lala skit.yea i love that 1. pioneering and camp craft was ok. field cooking was too rush and it so difficult to light up the solid fuel!i managed to eat a few mouths of maggie and a marshmallow i think...but sadly i lost all my cutlery. drills was.........so many mosquitoes! back of the classroom block is the place which i hate most cos we practically go there to feed the mosquitoes.i got about 13 mosquitoes bites!!!and now my leg is full of scars :( i bet the rest of perseus is the same as me..oh ya, changing was messy... i shall not talk about fire drill and area clean up.. ok that about it..then wenhui wanted to fetch me and my sis home just then my aunt call and say she coming to fetch us..so yup thank you wenhui anyway...oh ya sorry grace,my sis mistook u as cheryl again..she just cannot differentiate u all 2 :) hope u dun mind.
-xuchang left for china..
sorry xuchang i cannot see u to the airport or something cos i got annual camp on that day u leaving..hope u are ok in china now..must come back to singapore to visit us ok? huiling, me, fangwei,xueni...will miss u a lot de.bb le. stay in touch,friends forever.
1:10 PM
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
ok a lot a things happen ever since the last time i updated...
-got back report book = school ends and vacation started
-need to chose stream
-my birthday
-change a new hp
-lots of np activities
-xu chang left for china...
doesn't time just slip away so fast and so many things happen and change without us realising it unless we slow down our footsteps and take a good look at it?
i will just update briefly what happens as i can't seems to remember what exactly happened on everyday...
-got back report book = school ends and vacation started
i can estimate roughly what i will get for level position even before i get back my report book.i got worst than what i expected...fine studying is just not my type..but i won't go to that extent of crying in class..what the use of crying,what is done is already done.
sometimes i seriously hate those people who did dam well and so much better than everybody but still cry in the class..i mean maybe their results did not reach their expectation but their results is like still so much better than the class and yet she is still crying.what the problem la..a lot of people who got worst than her is not crying,i dun see the reason why she should cry.
this type of person = people who like to attract attention to get the care and concern of their friends.
and also huiling dun worry we can go to the same class together next year,ok?and u noe who i talking about right?
that day is the last day of school too which means i will only see my friends next year le..however i dun noe when then i will see xu chang again le..
-need to chose stream
after much consideration i have finally make up my mind which stream to put.(excluding those compulsory subjects)
1st choice: physics, full geo, ss/lit
2nd choice: physics, full lit, ss/geo
i noe even though my lit is not very good,but because of the fact that my overall still fail history, my sis say it will be a waste of choice if i were to put full geo, ss/history as they will never let me get into a history class..
now i just hope that i get into my 1st choice and every thing will be fine..i seriously think that i won't be able to cope if i take full lit as my english is bad.and teacher and friends keep telling me not to take lit unless ur overall is A2 and above or your english foundation is very strong..but i dun have a choice even if i want to go history class i will never get in because i fail history so i can only take lit now..
haizz. hope huiling will get into the same class as me so there is at least a good friend to accompany me..i know fangwei will never get into the same class as me de..she too clever i guess she will get into a triple science class de.
sometimes i wonder why did i change so much..i use to be dam hardworking in p6 and my grades always meet my parents expectations.but now lei? is it because their is no one which i hate to act as a opponent so that i can compete with her and at the same time push myself to study harder. or is there too much distractions. or am i too lazy or something?
Actually i think ever since i change my name after PSLE from Yee Chui Herng to Carrol Yee Yu Ting i became a worst person instead of the fact that the person say after changing name will be better for me.if is not the fact that my whole family change name i won't bother changing name as i such a waste of money and time and all those misunderstanding to prepare those word documements called 'deed poll' and the problem encountered everytime i go overseas at the custom check as my passport states it belongs to YEE CHUI HERNG..haizz changing names seriously won't help me but just what the problem with myself? can't a just study harder and stop playing computer and get better grades?
to be continued... :D
6:15 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
10 October 2007 Wednesday
Marking day.but went back to school to school to help Mr Anil clear the DnT room with some perseus :) at first i thought was to clear NP room but i dun mind clearing DnT room too cos i <3 DnT too =D
DnT was room was super dusty ok..i still remember the amount of dust accumulated inside the vacuum when me and Yolanda pack the vacuum cleaner.there was corpse of dead insects and lizards in some of the drawers.yikes! i went round pasting yellow sticker on almost every drawer and cardboard and then writing the word 'empty' on the sticker.and we make boxes,count the no. of items,labelling the stuffs and pack things inside the boxes.
sad to say most of the materials and tools (some even brand new) will be give to other schools as cedar will be moving and the holding place dun have so much space ... :(
it was fun that day but i really dun want to move to the old and run down holding site. ps cedar is not that old and besides the holding site seriously needs upgrading itself.
I got something to announce...i am not under FAS anymore so don't treat me like one...get it?11 October 2007 Thursday
my results are horrible, esp. history and i knew it cos during the exam, i spent to much time on source-based qns and i only left with 15 mins to do 3 essays. 3 u know which means 5min for 1 essay..how am i supposed to write good essays?it is no wonder why i fail history....i hate my chinese marks too..chinese is one of my best subjects and yet i get so low...science was quite low also and the paper was so hard!!..english was fine..ok that all
12 October 2007 Friday
today get back geo,lit and maths.i thought i did well for geo but i was wrong...i completely forget i need to write 2 sided essays...i seriously dun noe and in the end i only get 1/8 for the first essay and 3/8 for the second essay..dam sad can i could have do much better..lit was fine cos i got study really hard for it :) maths was ok too could have gotten better marks if i was not careless..
13 October 2007 Saturday
BBQ at my uncle house. (: it was fun to see all my cousins.i miss them quite alot since the last time i saw them was the trip to genting. swimming was so fun refreshing :)
14 October 2007 Sunday
went to my uncle friends house to celebrate their festival...i forget the name...
ok i realise muslim food was yummy :) despite it was a little spicy..
15 October 2007 Monday
Happy Birthday Mummy! I <3>u are the greatest mother on earth.yea!FAST FORWARD>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>to 19 October 2007 Fridaythere was parade today but i did not go as i was going overseas.
i am so sorry perseus for forgetting to bring the attendant list and letting u all get scolded while i enjoy myself overseas.sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry. sorry.sorry.sorry .sorry.sorry.i don't mean it seriously.hope everything was fine for parade..bb next time then i continue posting :)
6:01 PM
